gone...

Man, what a long day. I look for things to do to occupy my time. Even though i wouldn't be spending this time with carissa normally, I still think about being with her now. Today was a terrible day, I messed up my boss's computer (just a stupid little mistake) But it looked much more serious. I was probably going to get yelled at like crazy, but my boss wasn't there so i just had to wait till he got back. All I could think about was being with carissa, or at least talking to her. I knew that would make me feel better.And even the other night when I had a terrible headache I still remembered to take care of her frog. I miss her so much. And its only been a couple of days.~sigh~

Depression...
caused by obsession,
can't get her out my head,
can't seem to fill this void,
getting so annoyed,
I love her,
I miss her....

I love you carissa.